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Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 06:50 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: amused
HAPPY EASTER

easter is a blast...my family rocks!!!...easter bunny came to visit and hid the baskets! and i couldnt find mine...gonna go play rummy now...cya

greatlosersteph: did the easter bunny visit you?
mr haha koala: no lol
greatlosersteph: o no!!! y?!?!?!?!
mr haha koala: cuz i wasn't a good boy?

uh huh!!!!...i knew it
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Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 07:26 pm ANTHONY MARTORANO ROCKS!!!
Current Mood: officially in love w/ anthony
apenguin77: guess what1!!
greatlosersteph: what?!
apenguin77: you won't guess it
apenguin77: i bet
greatlosersteph: hehe
greatlosersteph: what is it
apenguin77: im gonna dye easter eggs soon
apenguin77: yay!
greatlosersteph: yay
greatlosersteph: me too!!!!
greatlosersteph: omg
greatlosersteph: we are soo cool
apenguin77: (!)
apenguin77: RELALYL
apenguin77: HAHAH
apenguin77: yeah we are
greatlosersteph: hehe
greatlosersteph: (!)
greatlosersteph: ur too adorable for words
apenguin77: i feel like a firve year old
greatlosersteph: hehe
apenguin77: let me leave this conversation with dignity
apenguin77: so yeah i'm gonna go out for like 15 to uhh, shoot up at the pigglywink down the road... yeah
greatlosersteph: just say u love me and the dignity is restored
apenguin77: o yeah word i love you home girl
apenguin77: fo shizzle
apenguin77: ima bust some caps
apenguin77: (caps?)
apenguin77: woo love you ok bye !!
apenguin77: wait
apenguin77: can u drink the dye?
apenguin77: will it hurt you?
apenguin77: it has vinegar though..
apenguin77: nm
apenguin77: im sorry
apenguin77: bye
apenguin77: love you!
apenguin77: loveesssss!
greatlosersteph: hehe i freakin love you
apenguin77: *online love has been sent to user:Greatlostersteph*
greatlosersteph: hehe...omg...i love you!!!!
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Mar. 20th, 2005 @ 05:40 pm PARTY
Current Mood: chipper
ok so i had a party this weekend...all of u reading probably already know...but it was so much fun!!!

um we hung out in the basement in the mating hut...and some crazy stuff happened there...

trampoline cut people up (rich's foot...who refused to let me fix it, zacks forehead and arm...but he deserved it, and rachel's nose...but that was her fault anyway)

fire...smores...u know that whole deal

micah ouch with the hit from zack ouch...i love you micah

the night went by so fast...but i had so much fun!!!

procrastinated today with aj...library 1:30 then off to rita's its free first day of spring yay...then acme...dont ask...then sat in my driveway and talked till about 5:30...procrastination X5...ok now off to do a 10 page paper!!! yay
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Mar. 18th, 2005 @ 05:06 pm wow...im really bad at this
Current Mood: yay!!!
Current Music: Bobby Freakin Darrin
Its been like january and february and march...wow...im bad at this...but im good if anyone wants to know
im doin tennis- kazim is a beast because he is turkish...so he sucks!!
my sis just got back from Arizona YAY!!
Um...no date for prom...sob sob...i dont really care
party this weekend hopefully i remember to write about it
o and a paper due...fun stuff
ok im gonna go...micah rocks (see below)


greatlosersteph: im gonna update my lj!
greatlosersteph: maybe
skankth3nit3away: lol ok
greatlosersteph: i dunno what to write about
skankth3nit3away: hmm
skankth3nit3away: just w/e u feel like
skankth3nit3away: u could write "i love to have sex w/ small rodents" ad no one would stop you
greatlosersteph: hehe tru that im gonna put this convo in there
skankth3nit3away: haha ok
greatlosersteph: yay
skankth3nit3away: i, micah horton, claim no responsibility to what has been/will be said in this conversation
greatlosersteph: hehe nice

k bye everyone...wish i was more interesting...when im sad my entry will be great so read it then! bye
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Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 06:10 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy- or gettin there
Current Music: atreyu...yea i didnt believe it at first either
wow im really bad at this keepin up the journal thing...hehe...well anyway Christmas Break Rocks!!!

I have had a party and had fun in NYC and its been really relaxing and great...im not in a good mood right now but thats just because im really really bored...i wish i had friends...hehe...

but...NICK CRUZ is here!!...my sis and him are out to dinner then to a movie...man i want a boyfriend...no im jk...if i wanted one id go get one...hehe like its that easy...anyway...im tryin to do my take home quiz...yes im that bored...so thats y im updatin...

gettin my permitt tomorrow...fun stuff...then im goin to lancaster thursday...all the sudden Christmas break just got really short...i dunno...but i need a job...and i need to find out what im gonna do with my life...i wanna watch a movie but i dont wanna watch it alone...i wish there was someone that came whenever i wanted them too...hehe...i should make a person like Frankenstein did and have it hang out and watch movies with me...that would be cool

anyway...i dont know what else to say...besides that im really happy...and that i tend to make up lies so that i eventually believe them and its kinda workin so im kinda happy but if i say im really happy i am...it works...u should try it...ok cya later
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Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 10:11 pm (no subject)
one week and one day...im bad at this stuff

been busy

Partah yesterday! (hey that rhymed...im so cool)

anyway...i had alot of fun...i got to talk to alot of ppl who i havent talked to in a while...really good times!

um...thats it for tonight...im tired
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Nov. 27th, 2004 @ 09:37 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: billy joel-just the way you are
today is saturday...um i didnt do much today...just cleaned my room and then...well thats it...hehe...fun stuff huh?

here goes my rambling...get ready!!...dont read it if u dont wanna

y cant i make myself happy anymore...it always use to be that if i was sad or thinkin about sad stuff i could simply think of other things and be happy...either those happy things went away or i changed...im not sure which it is...its so stupid to be sad...and if there is anyone that knows that its definitely me...but its kinda hard when u know there are ppl there but are still so lonely...i know i have lots of friends...but its just not there...and dont ask whats not there bc i dont know...and i dont need a boyfriend im totally capable of surviving without a bf...maybe i just dont want to have to depend on someone...or cant trust that someone would wanna be with me or maybe i dont like to make ppl feel obligated...i should just do what i want...if im bored call someone..but then im worried that im a pain in the ass even though im sure they dont mind...no one knows how much i hate it when ppl are obligated, i want ppl to want to be near me...not have to be...but isnt that what friendship and relationships are...obligation...i guess its not a bad thing...im just so worried about what ppl think of me...no one likes someone who is sad or boring...so i pretend im not...well im not really sad...maybe i just feel like i should be...i dunno...i just dont like to think and i think when im bored so through associative property or communitive i dont remember...i dont like to be bored but it seems i am alot lately...so all my problems result from bordom but i am to conscious to call ppl...im such a dork

ok...im done...all happy now...writin works...trust me...
probably gonna delete this not sure yet...nah ill keep it since not alot of ppl read it anyway plus its cool to look back and see how stupid i was at that particular moment...hehe...ok night all
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Nov. 26th, 2004 @ 06:31 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: full
Current Music: pink
Thanksgiving was fun especially because my uncle and my dad got drunk...they are so funny when then are drunk together...but food was good...lots of leftovers...yum...

today we went to get our pictures taken and then see santa...well
the picture people double booked 12:30 so we were stuck behind a black family with about 28 people...that sucked so then we went to santa and there were some problems so we didnt even stay...lefe the mall at like 3 ish

went to this place called buca di something...good italian food...awesome restaruant...pictures everywhere...hehe there was a pope room...yes a room with all the popes pictures on the wall...and there was a statue of a little boy peein...that was funny...and disturbing at the same time...
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Nov. 24th, 2004 @ 01:28 pm (no subject)
Half-freakin day...o yea...but stuck at home watchin little sisters

Thanksgiving....candied yams...yum...

Then shoppin saturday and the rest of the weekend is free

ok..bye
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Nov. 23rd, 2004 @ 04:23 pm (no subject)
hehe...well its tuesday...hehe

friday- did makeup for the play...then went to babysit

saturday- um i dont remember...hehe...um...i know i went to the play did makeup then watched it and then friendly's after and mattsons before that...um i dont remember

sunday- play...thats it

yesterday- went to rachels flunked a math quiz (40) ouch...then went to sat prep course

today-orthodontist...i spelled that wrong...then o gotta go get a hair cut then to wawa then sat prep

bye
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Nov. 19th, 2004 @ 10:11 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: none
This week has been crappy...Its friday today and i am stuck babysitting.
Yesterday i was only home for about 10 minutes the whole day and then i got home at 11:15 at night just in time to start my English paper which i didnt finish...i didnt go to school today...1 because i didnt finish the essay...and 2 because i needed a major break...i thought i could hold out until saturday but i couldnt get out of bed in the morning. I as so drained and usually when i feel drained i can think of something to get me out of bed but today i couldnt think of anything that would wake me up...so i stayed home and woke up at about 3 o'clock in the afternoon...

I dont like that im not happy...and i cant explain why...its the weirdest thing ever...im usually so happy and chipper...i usually piss people off because im so happy but now ppl piss me off when they are too happy...it seems like nothing can please me anymore...its the weirdest thing...i try to just let it roll of my back but its very hard nowadays...i am sad because i am sad...isnt that funny!...anyway...ill probably get over it some day but it felt good to write it down...ok im gonna go try to do something fun while the kids sleep...night
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Nov. 15th, 2004 @ 06:34 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: amused and bruised
Current Music: Pink
see....3 days...im really bad at doin this thing every day

ok so friday was kelly's birthday and sat was her party
That was fun!

Let me recap the events of that day:
ok...starts out...20 minutes into the party i begin to have an allergic reaction to kelly's cats...it was a laugh-like-an-old-lady kinda reaction...the worse kind...i couldnt breath...jess kindly shared her breathing cup and then her breathing bag with me...anyway so i was not in a very good mood so i decided to be mean to almost everyone...aj included
THEN...aj, being the adorable asian he is, gets mad at me for doing something mean im sure...and he throws my shoe out the window...we were in her basement and the ground was a foot or two away from the window so i decided to climb out...so i stood on a chair....and sat on the window sill...well tried to sit anyway....i fell out the window...i landed in a pile of leaves...face first i might add!...i scratched up my legs...Nick P came over to see if i was ok but i thought he was aj so i kicked him causing him to step in the trash can, then fall and hit kelly in the head with the trash can and then lauren C tripped over him....

and all of this was caused by adorable little aj!

hehe...but after that...dan came and ryan...then dan left and we had cake...of course ryan and cake never go very far bc his cake ends up on my face somehow...so he got kelly and me and it was cool...

then we watched Rocky Horror Picture Show...wierdest movie of all time...but kelly's party will be the most memorable one yet...but it could just be the huge bruises aj left on my legs!!

Then yesterday....Sunday....i went to church and got all holy...then i went to Dana's cousins daughter's birthday party...then she came here and we met dan and laur C and rach and matt...we watched Shrek 2 and ate pizza...fun night...

Today...um school...thats all i have to say!...girlscouts...once again...speaks for itself

ok gonna go do my hw now...bye!!
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Nov. 12th, 2004 @ 11:15 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: content for the 1st time
Current Music: Sunny 104.5...Christmas in November!!
did you notice how i never do this everyday...its always like every 2 or 3 or 4 or 5 days...hehe...anyway

Thursday...i went on a trip to the rotary meeting thinger...it was fun...those rotarians are really good ppl...they give so much money...and they are sooo funny...old ppl are fun! Then i didnt go to bible club because i was tired so i went home and rested then went to singing lessons...that sucked...i dont even know why i do it...hehe...im not gonna be a singer and its alot of money!..anyway then i came home and went to babysit...5:30 - about 7:30....$15...not bad...but i will be able to get kelly a present...hehe....anyway

Friday...today...KELLY'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!...anyway...um school was cool, i was sad then i got happy by writing out all my feelings...that actually works extremely well....its crazy...i would tell you all but its, once again, not for your viewing pleasure...hehe...anyway then i went home and rach come over after dinner and we talked and watched The Prince of Tides...good plot bad actors...i would have cried if i wasnt laughin...ok

im tired...night!!!
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Nov. 10th, 2004 @ 08:10 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: bored yet energized
Current Music: B-101...best radio station ever!!
ok so we're back to school

monday was normal...i think i went over rachels...im not sure though

Tuesday i definitely went over rachels and did the english renaissance power point thinger...then she came over my house and we ate hotdogs...and cheese dogs which are awesome...then we watched 16 candles...awesome movie...great night

today...which would be wednesday...school was cool...then went to interact club...then to ping pong....which i officially suck at...rachel is really good though....um then aj me and rach went to A&W to get chicken...rachel almost died...and she didnt even know...then we went back to rachel's and had some interesting conversations that arent appropriate for you viewing pleasure...then went home took a shower...made my hair look great...i wish i could show someone...and here i am

tomorrow i am goin on an interact club trip thinger to get inagurated into the club...or something...

ok i have run out of things to say so good bye!
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Nov. 6th, 2004 @ 09:29 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: O look at me now- frank sinatra
So what did stephanie seay do on her four day weekend?

Thursday...i dont remember...hehe
i think i woke up and went to singing lessons then from there me and my sis went to pick up rachel...she ate at my house and then some ppl came over for a "party"
those ppl: rach, aj, laur, anthony, nick, kelly, ryan, jess, and michelle. I had an emotional breakdown but besides that it was ok i guess

Friday...i think i went to the game and thats it...i dunno though...i should ask laur what else i did ;)

Saturday...today...um...i woke up and then went to rachels...um...yea...then i went to a family party...o what fun...

Great Fun!!

Ok im gonna go watch a movie...i wish i had someone (preferable a guy) to watch it with...hehe...but o well!

Dr. Steph saying: "when you look back on your childhood there are only 2 choices: good or bad. And there is only one person who can make it good....You."
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Nov. 3rd, 2004 @ 09:01 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: suprisingly happy
Current Music: Frank Sinatra- young at heart
ok...update

I de-decorated most of the day...yea thats actually all i did today...i was gonna hang with rach but i have all day tomorrow...ok...well im gonna go do my homework so i dont have to do it this weekend!!

bye
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Nov. 3rd, 2004 @ 02:45 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: blink-182
4 Day weekend!!!

im so excited...i have to have a party or something...school was slow and calc was frustrating

i hate it how i always seem to upset people when i am in a bad mood...i wanna be the old steph...back in the good mood alll the time...thats the way its suppose to be...


ok im done ranting...but i dunno what im doin today ill fill ya in later

ttfn

(why cant i stop thinking about you?)
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Nov. 2nd, 2004 @ 08:25 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: y r things so hard?
Current Music: pink-try to hard
i hate how i cant say what i think because when i do people always tend to get mad at me...so if i just agree or say,"yea ur right" it will all be ok right...right...so not being yourself actually pays off better than being yourself does.

i hate making people upset...especially my mom...she is one of the greatest people of all time...how can i be such a bitch...so what...fighting means something different to me than it does to her...just dont say anything...
"did you hear your father and me talkin about politics"
"yea i heared you and dad fighting about it"
"we werent fighting i hate it when ppl say i am doing things that im not doin"
"well fighting means something different to me than you...is voice your opinion better...or how about arguing..."

y do ppl fight about little things?...now she is mad at me and i didnt have to say fighting...i could have said talkin and she would still be sittin next to me and we would be fine...her life is already so crappy...y do i have to make it worse...y cant i be a good person...y cant she just like me for me...i know she does but y is it so hard?

Y IS LIFE SO HARD?
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Nov. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:56 am (no subject)
Current Mood: feelin good
Current Music: Green Day - Dookie
I didnt go out for halloween but kelly came over and we watched Texas Chain Saw Massacre! which rocks...then me and her had a philosophical conversation about you know who and about her...

My brother had some people over and he went upstairs with his girlfriend...to his room...and guess who got in trouble even though she was in the basement when it happened! Me...ur right....anyway then i got in trouble for not staying upstairs to give out candy...well not really in trouble but she shouldnt have even brought it up

Then kelly left and i hung out with dan for a while because he was hangin out with my brother and his friends...he left at like 11ish and then i went to sleep

School was dumb...but isnt it always...i got some college talks from my guidance councilor and then i went to my other classes

November 1 was the worst day of my life!!! i was soooo mean and i am sorry to all of you guys who i was mean to...which would be everyone...the world just wasnt makin sense to me yesterday and i am sorry...but then i went to the game where i was mean to my best friend...sorry rach...and then i went home and took a shower...i felt a little better after that...then dan came over and stayed for dinner then he drove me to laur's house

me and laur talked about guys and things and then we looked at her photo albums...i love pictures...then we started to watch the rocky horror picture show...which was the weirdest movie i have ever seen!! EVER!!! Then i went home and woke up and thats were i am right now...

OK im gonna go to rachels now so i will cya when i cya!!
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Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 03:58 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: the time warp!!
Well we lost the Tug-o-War thinger but thats ok!
anyway...yesterday was homecoming

the parade was cool...we(me and my sis) were at five points in her car. Yea, then we went to the game for the first half...i hate how things are so different.

We left and went to dairy queen...omg i still have some blizzard in the freezer...please hold....

(commercial break)

OMG someone ate my dairy queen blizzard!!! bass-turd!!! i cant stand livin with so many ppl!!!

anyway...then i slept and went to the dance...everyone looked awesome...but i didnt have as much fun as i usually do...maybe it was because i had a date...i dont think i like to be tied down...not that i was tied down to him...but whatever....

Then i went to Laur's to sleep over!!! that was sooo much fun...had fun with ryan til he left and then we stayed up til like 4 (actually 3, fall back!) talkin about girl stuff (basically sex and penises...hehe). Then Mrs Cunningham, the greatest mom in the entire world (next to mine), made us a great breakfast and then we watched A Cinderella Story...which was a aggravating yet Great movie.

Then i came home and went with my little sisters to the highschool to the halloween thinger and i met JOEY WALSH(the greatest guy ever)'s girlfriend. She was really nice and pretty...what she is doin with Joey i dunno...no im jk!! i love JOE WALSH...ok

i g2g take my sisters across the street to trick or treat...bye!!
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